Ecclesiastes 3
Ecclesiastes 3:4, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance.
Right now I am in the midst of mourning & weeping. I know most people get impatient w/ sorrow and except you to be fine a day or 2 later, especially when they can’t understand how precious a cat can be. Although I feel awfully self-centered for not using my blog for the purpose I started it, to encourage others, I need to wallow for a while. So I probably won’t write as much right now, and when I do, I am very certain it will have a more-than-usual cynical edge to it. Although my heart is broken, and I fight tears all day and night, my walk w/ God remains the same. Unless cats go to heaven, I will miss Cosette forever, but my heart will eventually heal. In the meantime, I will do my best to reflect the love of God when I do write, and not dwell on me.
Right now I am in the midst of mourning & weeping. I know most people get impatient w/ sorrow and except you to be fine a day or 2 later, especially when they can’t understand how precious a cat can be. Although I feel awfully self-centered for not using my blog for the purpose I started it, to encourage others, I need to wallow for a while. So I probably won’t write as much right now, and when I do, I am very certain it will have a more-than-usual cynical edge to it. Although my heart is broken, and I fight tears all day and night, my walk w/ God remains the same. Unless cats go to heaven, I will miss Cosette forever, but my heart will eventually heal. In the meantime, I will do my best to reflect the love of God when I do write, and not dwell on me.
posted by Julie @ 11:23 AM
1 Comments:
I am so sorry sis. I do understand how grief takes time. I know people probably got sick of my up and down emotions after my m/c... but she was my child! And your precious kitty was part of YOUR family! Take your time and let God carry you. I am praying for you.
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